oi ateh.. ginaya ko toh.. wahehe

1. Name: Cruz, Hecil
2. Nickname:hibara, heshi, cil, hes, shishi, heshiru,
3. Birthday: February 20, 1990
4. Place of Birth:Tacloban City, Leyte
5. Zodiac Sign: Pisces Chinese Zodiac sign: Horse
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Education: Highschool Graduate, 4th year college
8. Schools you went to:SJSQC, DCES, SSA, UPVTC
9. College: UPD
10. Residence: Fairview, QC
11. Screen Names: Hibara Kitaumi, Heshiru Kuruzu

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: black
13. Hair Length: shoulder length, uneven
14. Eye colour: brown black..
15. Best Feature: not sure
16. height: 5'1
17. Braces?: none
18. Glasses?: i dont wear them
19. Piercing: both ears...
20. Tattoos: none
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Christian Danielle Bacud..
23. First Award: First Honor, Best Speller of the Year..
24. First Sport You Joined: badminton
25. First Pet: dog
26. First Real Vacation: at our province in samar
27. First Concert: hahaha none
28. First Love: uhh i dont have first love.. XD

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: nothing in particular
30. TV Show: house, numb3rs, animes
31. Colour: blue and black..
32. Rapper: none
33. Band: evanescence, jrock bands.
34. Song Right Now: blue caravan
35. Friend: DID, VFORCE, PBB, DUGESIA/MM WORKERS
36. Candy: monami.
37. Sport to Play: Badminton, chess.. table tennis..
38. Restaurant: sbarro, fish and co
39. Favorite brand to wear: none in particular
40. Store: comic alley
41. School Subject: none. XD
42. Animal: dogs and cats. and monkeys.
43. Book: i like god of small things.
44. Magazine: none in particular
45. Shoes: le donne, rusty lopez.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: bored to death
47. Single or Taken?: single..
49. Eating: none..
50. Drinking: none
51. Typing: this journal
52. Online?: yeah..isnt it obvious..
53. Listening To: gravity by v teng
54. Thinking About: what design to make for my ntbk cover
55. Wanting To: buy bass guitar and violin. also a new laptop.
56. Watching: none
57. Wearing: tshirt and shorts. XD

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids? yeah.. maybe one or two..
59. Want to be Married: yeah.. sure..
60. Careers in Mind: doctor. or researcher.
61. Where do you want to live?: japan. or london. haha
62. Car: none in particular

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: black
64. Hair length: dont care really
65. Eye colour: any color..
66. Measurements: what? weight and height? haha im not sure.
67. Cute or Sexy: uhh either? XD
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: taller than me
71. Easygoing or serious: serious..
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both may do..
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hesitant

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: nope
79. Had Alcohol: nope..
80. Smoked: nope
81. Ran Away From Home: and why would i do that..
82. Broken a bone: nope..
85. Broken Someones Heart: i think so.. but i didnt mean it..
86. Broken Up With Someone: nope..
87. Cried When Someone Died: yeah..
88. Cried At School: yeah

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: yeah..
90. Miracles: yeah
91. Love At First sight: no
93. Aliens: kinda
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven: yeah
96. Hell: yeah
98. Kissing on The First Date: no
99. Horoscopes: no

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is there someone (or something?) you want but you know you can't have?
yeah.. many to mention.. i have lots of things to buy.. but i still cant save money because of the different things i have to prioritize..

1. Where did you go to HS?
~ SSA.. ang pesteng eskuwelahan..

2. Are you a teacher's enemy?
~ no... mbait akung bta.. lol

3. What's the color of the pen do you usually use?
~ black... formal kc tngnan..

4. Are you a parasite?
~ yeah.. lol

5. Do you copy from your classmates?
~ um homeworks i guess..

6. Have you let anyone copy from you?
~ di pah.. kwawa nman cla pg zero aku.. wahehe

7. Do you bring your own sheets of paper?
~ minsan lng.. parasite din mga tao s rum eh..

8. Are you in the class' top 10?
~ ngaun?? asa pah!

9. Who's your hatest teacher?
~ um, c teacher anne kc epal un.. tpos c teacher jinky nah lgi nah lng yta aku tntwag s recitation.. c juvy nah sobrang makangiti sa mga quezonians at alam nming plastk kc cnusumbong kmi ky coralejo pg mgulo kmi..

10. Favorite?
~ T. Rodel at T. Leslie.. prang rebelde ung mga un eh..yeh!

11. A classmate you don't like?
~* ala nman.. mbait nman cla skn eh..

12. What subject/s do you have a high grade in?
~* um, ngaung 4th year? english chka THE hahahaha!

13. Lowest subject?
~* AP yta... jan tlga me di mgaling eh.. ang lki ng difference between my grades in math and p6 s grade ku s AP... wahehe dhil un ky jikang.. peste xa..

14. Who's your crush these days?
~* um ala nman... pero ngaun prang interesante c BT... lol correction: interesante pla tlaga!!! wahahahaha!

15. What's your theme song for that person?
~* um ala eh...

16. Fave events?
~* pg wlang gngwa.. lol

17. Fave part of the classroom?
~* my chair.. pra wlang nkkdistorbo pg ngttxt aku...

18. Ever slept inside a classroom?
~* yeah.. pero 3 mins lng atah

19. Is P.E. your favorite class?
~* nyak!!! ayuku dn dito.. bnbgsak ku written exam nito eh.. >_<

20. Do you have a swimming pool in your school?
~* meron..

21. 'Bout an oval?
~* quadrangle ang amin! peste dn kc lgi kming pnpapila dun..

22. Basketball court?
~* meron.. sya nga dun eh.. andun ang mga nilalang nah npgtri2pan ng did... wahehe

23. Have you ever thought of burning your school?
~* oo!!! as in to the highest level! ta2nggalin ku muna mga fire extinguisher tpos ska ku susunugin un..

24. Went to the prom? Who's your partner?
~* oo.. wahehe...sa syaw? ang partner ku? ung mtangkad kong kaklase.. eh ang liit ko nman kya wow.. phrapan pg sya umiikot..

25. Have you ever fought with a teacher?
~* ah hndi pah nman... mbait nga aku.. lol

26. What will you miss most in HS?
~* um mga klokohan... chka ung mga npgtri2pan nah tau.. wahehe

27. Worst thing you did in school?
~*um, cguro nung tumakas aku s cat kc di ku trip.. wahehe

28. Greatest regret?
~* nung first grading kc di aku nksama s top..

29.If given the chance, are you going back to your school again?
~* cguro.. pra mkita ang mga peeps nah interesante.. lol

30. What were your sections when you were in HS?
~*Rizal, Aguinaldo, Ruiz, Quezon..


nyak... ahehe.. kktuwa tong survey nah toh ah.. lol

i had a hard time thinking of 40 facts about me because these two persons ----> and tagged me... they told me i have to give 40 facts about myself... so here it is:

1. I REALLY LOVE ITACHI UCHIHA
2. I'm a member of the anime fantasy guild(a guild for animelovers)
3. I love Jpop and Jrock
4. My fave jrock bands are the somehow freaky INUGAMI CIRCUS-DAN and DIR EN GREY
5. I love Hyde from Larc en Ciel but he's old...
6. I'm a member of the infamous DID(nyahahahaha, infamous eh?)
7. I really hate hypocrites
8. I like the songs of sugarfree and hale.. (OPM bands toh...)
9. My fave color is blue... (all shades but I prefer dark schemes)
10. Black color interests me too... (to match my outlook on life, perhaps? ahehehe)
11. I really like the anime GTO
12. ONIZUKA IS REALLY COOL!
13. I also love aki from ayashino ceres...
14. I love the song berry of dir en grey
15. last piece and shizuku are among my fave songs... (these two are really cool)
16. Im currently interested in watching basketball games right now... (but the thing is I don't even know anything about it)
17. I love writing poems(isn't it obvious? most of my deviations are poems)
18. I love reading fanfics(I assure you, the great fanfics are in the category of cardcaptor sakura and inu yasha)
19. I like playing games like tekken and soul caliber
20. I love horror films but they don't seem to scare me at all
21. I hate the foundation week
22. I love vacations and sem break
23. I love reading fictional books
24. I know how to draw, so i guess i love drawing as well
25. I love writing weird stories
26. Im a rocker in heart...
27. I love singing japanese songs though I can't reach the highest note of some songs...
28. I prefer the serious yet appealing type of anime character rather than the loud and noisy ones...
29. Im kinda interested in some racing movies nowadays... (but some movies are kinda R-18 so i can't watch them all)
30. I can't live without TV
31. I can't live without PC or more precisely, internet
32. I also like to text all throughout the day(if only im registered in the unlimited service)
33. I hate to be bombarded with a lot of assignments
34. I love beef steak!
35. I prefer Mc Donalds than Jollibee
36. I'm into reading crazy stuffs in pinoy echange nowadays
37. Im kinda interested in realistic drawing nowadays(though im not good in realistic mode)
38. I love pizzas and pastas
39. I kinda like the concept of killing and bloodshed (though I wouldn't dare to try killing any living thing)
40. Itachi Uchiha forever...(Insult him and i will hunt you and send you to your grave)

I like to know some things about:
(hahahaha! make another one sister!)


thankies!!!

***don't look at it just the way it is... this journal is not telling the true message it implies... you must not read the words and understand what they mean... you must be smart enough to know what this journal means... and if anyone could tell me what this journal really means, you could freely post a reply and let's see if you're smart enough to know the message...

a lot of people do whatever it takes to achieve their dreams... yet, it will just hurt them more to realize that they can't achieve it... there will always come a time when people must face the consequences of their decisions to pursue their dreams in life... a time when they will realize that they are idiots to think of something which won't happen no matter how hard they try to achieve it... it's a matter of accepting that reality... a matter of reflecting on your own and tell yourself that sometimes, you have to dream... but one day you'll realize that your dream is not worth to be achieved by someone as ordinary as you... as you look at yourself, you'll notice how tired you are for achieving that dream... and you'll find yourself having less interest to pursue your dreams and goals in life... for fate is not always within your hands... learn to accept it... and you'll see... you'll end up achieving something... something better than the dreams you haven't achieve...
i hope that someday, i would end up standing in the peak of the mountain... contented and happy...
but i guess that won't be possible...
for i would definitely keep on going down again and seek for more...

WELL? LET'S SEE...

PASABUGIN NAH...

KUNG SINO MAN ANG GUSTONG SUMUPORTA, EH REPLY KAU DITO... AKO MISMO MAGBIBIGAY NG EXPLOSIVES...

anyway, kalmado nah ulit aku... ^ ^

ang dahilan ng ganitong pambungad sa journal ay ang patuloy na pangaasar ng school nah un s akin... ^ ^ gaya nga ng nasabi ko s previous journal entry ko, tlgang asar nah ako... bkit kamo? kc san k b naman ng foundation week na may klase??? tpos tatanung pah sau kung nararamdaman mo daw b ang foundation fever?? kabalbalan!

nilalagnat nah ako s pagpasok s school nah un... pano kc, nasasayang ang oras ko... pagod k pah...tpos may CAT pah bukas? anak ng tipaklong nman oo... anu ba naman??? ala nah b tlgang katapusan ang pagpapahirap nah ito... buti kung mdaling mgmarcha sa gitna ng quadrangle! eh hindi nman... tpos pg ngkamali k eh bibigyan k ng parusa! anu bah! bkit ung last year, alang CAT??? bkit kami meron?! unfair di ba? s mga fourth year last year, aba EH ANG SWERTE NYO AH! psaway... my galit atah smin ang admin ah... aba eh kung my galit sila, eh LALO NMAN AKO! kya ang mabuti tlga eh PASABUGIN NAH LNG... at least pag sumabog eh alang foundation day ever! msaya! concerned lng nman atah ako s mga next batches...hehehe... kung alam ko lng eh nghihimutok nah rin sila noh... ang msaya lng nman eh ang barahan sa pgitan ng apat nah level...sna meron nun sa foundation day, uubusin ku boses ku pag merong barahang nangyari...hahahaha!

PASABUGIN NAH...