***don't look at it just the way it is... this journal is not telling the true message it implies... you must not read the words and understand what they mean... you must be smart enough to know what this journal means... and if anyone could tell me what this journal really means, you could freely post a reply and let's see if you're smart enough to know the message...

a lot of people do whatever it takes to achieve their dreams... yet, it will just hurt them more to realize that they can't achieve it... there will always come a time when people must face the consequences of their decisions to pursue their dreams in life... a time when they will realize that they are idiots to think of something which won't happen no matter how hard they try to achieve it... it's a matter of accepting that reality... a matter of reflecting on your own and tell yourself that sometimes, you have to dream... but one day you'll realize that your dream is not worth to be achieved by someone as ordinary as you... as you look at yourself, you'll notice how tired you are for achieving that dream... and you'll find yourself having less interest to pursue your dreams and goals in life... for fate is not always within your hands... learn to accept it... and you'll see... you'll end up achieving something... something better than the dreams you haven't achieve...
i hope that someday, i would end up standing in the peak of the mountain... contented and happy...
but i guess that won't be possible...
for i would definitely keep on going down again and seek for more...

WELL? LET'S SEE...